Tuesday, April 26, 2011 / 10:05 AM
I have not much to offer you
Not near what you deserve
But still, I come, before your cross
Has placed in me my worth
-starfield
Lord you're indescribable, to love so wholly, even sinners like me, who nails you to the cross because of our own weaknesses. Yet because of your mercy, n this love you prescribe, I stand here unashamed.
Monday, April 25, 2011 / 8:01 PM
Just how many times have i nailed you down? With the same sins that stubbornly remains?
Just how many times you've heard my cry? In the bustle of the day or the silence of the night?
How many times you've managed a smile, bore with the pain, n gave me another chance?
You plant these songs of hope n joy, in my solitude. I'm never alone in your presence. You surround me with friends like angels, I see your mercy in their loving care. You've blessed me with Rose tinted eyes, to take comfort in beauty of this world, n reduce the impact of what could make me cynical.
But more importantly lord, iv lost track of how many times you've picked me n let me rest on your eagle's wings, despite the many times iv fallen stray to sin.
Lord, there's so much to thank you for, yet sometimes I don't find the time, but stay with me, I pray, that I can bring you to others too :)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 / 9:39 AM
The Possible Dream of a Little Miss
The more i speak about it, the more excited i feel. A trip to Sun Ray Cafe was all it took. Some conversations with my cousin on our regular girl day outs, and a good chat with best friends sealed, or should i say propelled all that i thought of, into something i dream of. That the prospect of pursuing a fashion related, retail related, cafe related career could become real. In two years, if i bid farewell to my role as a little miss, what path then would my feet choose to take?
I dream of travelling just once in two months, to places nearby, and pick out delights which catches my eye. I dream of going wholesale shopping, in malls like City Plaza, to tap on what others bring in, from time to time. I get excited, i really do, at seeing fashion, of different cuts and size, to imagine them on myself and others too. I bubble at the thought of different stories,walking through my door, telling me of their tastes and preferences. Perhaps, some other day, they would walk through the same doors of my little place, to tell me more. I wish my smile and personality would reach out and make their retail experience a better one, just like the ones i've had at many little stores in my favourite mall. In my mind i've painted my ideal partners in crime, my sis and my favouritest cousin, the two loves of my life. and friends who's other interest is to set up a cafe, i wish it could be incorporated with mine somehow. Like how Hard Rock has Cafe, and retail, i dream of mine to be that way too. A cafe serving awesome coffee, cakes and ice cream, playing tunes of jazz, house, hip hop and the rest, with a huge walk in wardrobe, shoes, clothes all hung up in style. A feast for one's senses, sight, taste, smell and sound--i love this dream that is becoming more real with every time i dare to speak of it.
