Tuesday, August 28, 2007 / 12:57 PM
foolish silly 24 yr old
how much does one need to eat, to grow mentally and emotionally
to learn the ways of love and relationship
to realize that regret hurts more ignorance
to learn, breathe and live patience
to accustom to the pace and duties of work
to be independent
to not want more
to not wish for more
to switch on the happy mode when needed
it takes a short time for some, yet years for others...
the failure besets me, due to me follies...
i am juz others
Sunday, August 26, 2007 / 12:24 AM
baking in the glorious sun, loving every ray which lighted up my morning! michelle feels like a blessed lil angel, soaking in the sea sand and sun of saturday morning!what a theraputic sensation to start the weekend....a lil rum + loads of morning sun + good company = the perfect way to spend time..away from work, away from the urban concrete....This week, Michelle has caught 2 gd movies with gd company....has splashed around at the pool, had a lil cocktail along with it....yummlicious start to the weekend truly..next week might be hell, but at least il have done what i wanted b4 im thrown back into the mad rush of school....chucking thots of cockpit, keying in marks, comments, filing aside...i muz admit....i feel dizzily loved and happy....loved by new frenz, old pals, close gfs alike....feeling lucky n thankful dat i haf these ppl to share my smiles and wondrous moments....to share good food, good movies, good gossip..hahah..online and offline...haha...ahem..'queen' should know this....ok il stop my mad ramble...almost time to start sch work agn...almost....juz 5 more mins pls.
Friday, August 24, 2007 / 10:34 PM
skip in my feet, music in my beat
stars under my toepads, i hope i found the old me back
i miss dancing, and u reminded me of dat
i miss singing with the wind in my face...
the past 2 nights have been sooooooo good,
finding back the life in my world...
Sunday, August 19, 2007 / 3:43 PM
i finally did it
No more "what ifs"
Guess that's my only wish for you
That you'll fight hard and get what you want
And il fight hard too, my everyday battle
Be happy, dats all i can say
whether its from a far, or a silent wish in my heart
i hope you'll be happy
Friday, August 17, 2007 / 9:00 AM
Hazelnut coffee is the best thing to have on a rainy day like this....
The pouring rain mayb someone's woes
bt at this juncture, its my comfort
feeling cozy hiding in my cubicle
juz me, my lappie, and my fav cuppa
feeling safe in my little worldcrazie as it might bebut the feeling is juz right for mecuz it reminds me dat im apart from the restwith a different heart and mindthe world may frown at what i dobut my world will still defendmy moments of folly, my moments of weakness, my moments of hope and my moments of gladnessan escapist you might call mebt REST, is what i need, and what i findin this crazie lil world of mine
Thursday, August 16, 2007 / 10:41 AM
Thanx to all who cared enough to smile, to listen, to console, to encourageThanx to the special delivery which came dropped by with ice cream at 12am this mornThanx to those who can forgive my embarrassment in classThanx to bingz who was honest and offered solutions, which also got me thinkingfeel guilty for not attending mass ystdae cuz i fell aslp at 7 at night....juz grateful dat the night went well, dat god, wasnt too pissed at me, to ignore me n leave me to rot in my horrid dayMichelle needs to pray more, think more, be more patient and really more resilientits almost the weekend, how can anyone feel bad abt dat?
Saturday, August 11, 2007 / 7:29 PM

Fireworks set the nightsky ablazed
the first sounds of it stopped me in midsentence
it caught us completely offguard as we turned to see the splendour of it at work
Our surprise
God must have been smiling to see how his gift has brought on so many smiles, so many faces which looked on in wonder
Last night started off unplanned
just didnt wanna go home
didnt wana waste the night
thank god for 143
thank god for good weather
thank god for the fireworks
thank god an angel
happy start to the weekend
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 / 10:13 AM
欣慰的我笑了
他们的态度,他们的行为举止也变乖了
今天他们会听话, 会试着答我的问题
今天的我开心多了,应为我打到学生的认同
im happier...truly am...feeling dat lil smile in my heart
thinking of the happy moments the past weeks,
whether its working with my colleagues,
preparing work and chilling with the princesses
meeting zisky after for company home
I thank god for mass with mummy
for sister time with nicki in my room and at movies
for keeping me safe so far
for giving me friends who remind me of my need to continually strive n improve
for giving me students who don't judge me and allow me to be me in the classroom
im happy