.tracing her footsteps::tread gently where she steps.
Friday, November 14, 2008 / 1:37 AM
Still Doll--Wakashi Kanon
my latest inspiration for a dancer's soul trapped within a shell so unfamiliar to her
Thursday, November 13, 2008 / 3:09 PM
brighter brighter, the light shines
lighter lighter, the heart feels
higher higher, the spirit soars
quicker and quicker, she twirls
almost reaching the stars, she was once at...
life keeps her working hard, yet gives her joy for that.
blessed.
Comfy back somewhere where i can belong
having something to look ahead towards for the coming year
there's a heightened sense of hope and enthusiasm
which i pray will not erode with the burdens of time
there are new resolutions to fulfill
new roles to play
new places to go to
old friendships to seal
old skills to improve on
old dreams to recover
may dreams of yester years don't walk me by
that energies, lost, be renewed
with christmas comes the rebuilding of ties and bonds
strengthen the mind and open the heart
to carry out its many wills
spare little time for regret
don't wait too long for time to pass along
pick yourself up before someone else lends a hand
that way you're sure you have the strength to take on what life brings you
just a night of random musings. may be my prayer, my wish, my inner mind for the year coming
Friday, November 07, 2008 / 4:09 PM
i feel like a churning machine.
my best friend is M.S. Word i see him often, and he gets me by. he helps me out in my work. when i face a problem, he suggests ways to increase my efficiency.
sigh.
i feel lost at the moment. shed some light. dance can't stand still for too long. just pull me along. anything will do. anything.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 / 5:25 PM
on top of things...*followed by a smug sense of self pride*
Michelle has arranged some chapters of History
Typed out an SBQ for Social Studies
Handed up Personal Recount notes & 2 Comprehensions for English
check, tick and think some more...
i am on top of things right?
*insecurity follows when i start thinking i can stop churning out work*
so used to the pace and infinite nature of my job that now taking a breather gives me slight panic attacks and anxiety. Who ever says teaching aint part of the rat race? we race all the time, against time...not for the money really, *don't u tell me that it pays well pls! have you heard of oil traders getting a 2 YEAR bonus??!!* trying to mentally pack aside these yikes, eeks and whines into lil zip-loc bags, and throwing them to the back of my head. "surface later pls, at another time...now, let only dance steps and choreo flood my limited brain capacity." Michelle prays hard.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 / 11:56 AM
it's you that needs changing...
three girls, three epms meetings, over two desserts, one camera
not everyone was happy with their deployment
but that's what we're here for, together
rant.
so pammie, i hope you' re better today.
and bingz, i hope you like your so overdue belated present.
my life's like the clear, starry night sky these days
one word
b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l
With all our Love on your Birthday
i tried my best to plan what i could
but it was really THEY who loved you enough to make your surprise come true
First, it was dear chubby who generously shared those movie premiere tix with us
And the Kenneth, Parry Duo, who ordered and collected that lovely cake you liked
Qing with the birthday cake n song...
Junyuan on the couch...:)
and all of them who played tai D den hid in the dark for an hr
all before you made your grand entrance...
boy, arent you a lucky yello fella
but you deserve it too, for being well loved..
cuz i know you love them with your life as well!
of course the only and thotful gift this birthday,
from the best guy friend Lawrence Lee, who would have gone to the ends of the earth to get u a decent pressie and my favouritest chubby friend...a cool, snazzy fragrance
really...no wunder you love your life now..
p.s: leave Granny to God. Shez in good hands since she's been a jolly good fella! :)
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009