Saturday, January 01, 2011 / 6:12 PM
As the clock ticks twelve tonight, it'll be another year...2011, with new challenges, new students, but old friends, the same family... The same me?
I rarely stocktake on Me, or perhaps, Ive been quite happy with the person I m at 27. When I pry into the not so distant past, I relish in one thing, above others- I love the sense of liberation in being able to articulate my thoughts n feelings honestly, without fighting too hard, or feeling like I shld just keep it inside. If it's anything, Im thankful at 27, (besides having my best friend as my fiance), it's this ease with expressing my thoughts and feelings, something which was not so pronounced in my younger days.
It's no longer about games or pretence to hide what's real. Nor is it putting on a front to conceal the person inside. The honest conversations I have with friends become a sounding board for myself, to see what god wants of me. They also help in my self-rationalization of issues which eat away at me.. N after those talks, I understand myself better :)
This year, god pointed me to rely on him, n his words a lot more. I'm really thankful for my 2010 wouldn't be so beautiful if not for his hand in my life :)
Cheers michelle, I'm proud of u :)
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
