Friday, April 30, 2010 / 2:44 PM
just fifteen minutes of my-time.
to stare blankly at the each alphabet appearing across my tiny screen.
as my fingers do the tapping, my mind is wandering...
just 900 seconds to escape. a little while to breathe before i begin.
many thoughts clog up this mind today.
some a little over due, unaddressed, sitting there patiently, waiting to be remembered.
others, fresh from the stimulus of a busy friday,
one thought at a time, this one the first in line.
Melissa Toh's suicide.
A girl i never knew, as old, rather, as young as my precious sister.
i am shaken by the fear and desperation which pushed her over the edge.
disturbed by how she saw death as an escape. a solution.
most of all, i am reminded that while life is so fragile for some,
the rest of the world continues to fight daily battles with their fates.
Suddenly, fighting does seem very noble indeed.
and i pray the young will see their daily fight as noble too.
i know Nicole's fight is. :) thank god for that
amid rushing frantically, marking continuously, ticking off my endless list of things to dos, i found bliss last week, this week, today,
in SPEECH DAY, NPCC, SEC 4s, SUPPERS with JEM, PRETTY SHOES.
hanging in there, even if my nails are barely scratching the edge.
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
