Saturday, July 18, 2009 / 12:37 PM
in a perfect seat, sipping on nice Starbucks cuppa.what am i waiting for? Time slowly slips past, no hurry to regain what i lose with each second.a perfect Saturday, a perfect life for now...for the weekend, but even so, it's okay. just two days, but that's enough for me. for now.plugged into a series of korean rock. laughs to myself. Kangoku-go ja wakarimasen ne!but i know a good voice, a good tune, and Hong-gi from FT Island's got it going! :) hardly been around here these days.I'm plagued by a sense of nostalgia as i look into the past few weeks.while the faces in my life has remained the same, differences emerge through gaps and cracks.At the turn of the latter half of the year, i observe a subtle change in their faces. More serious as they frown over their assignments,More desperate as their hands move across their scripts within the limited time given.a smile escape the ends of my lips, i like what i seelife after school is reduced, since lesson preparation, NE preparation, ACE programmes catch up with me.These ignite a sense of dread, weariness within,But, Kami wa shows me his purpose, knows exactly what i need, delivers me with the satisfaction from the few who clocks the extra hours and puts their heart and soul to perfecting their explanation.kyoshi wa ureshii desu ne (teacher is happy)Jeremy and I spend much time pouring over new videos, serials, Kimura. heh. Bliss sums it quite aptly i think.Blessed to have a someone who tolerates my obsession with good looking, talented East Asians Similarly, glad we can practice Japanese, and golf together! :) This part of my life keeps me going...remembering his expression as he watches doraemon this morn, but torned as he made a move for tuition...When i think Junsu, Hyun Joong--i think..i think...i think jeremy is better. Cant sing/ dance as wellbut what's enough for me--he cracks me up, understands me perfectly, cares for me and sacrifices his mornings for me, sending me to school :) what more could i ask. LUCKY me...* makes mental note to learn how to say this in Japanese*
Thursday, July 09, 2009 / 1:41 PM
a little light at the end of a day,
a smile, a wink, words left unsaid
a wonder how it warms my heart.
you ask if you're a fool
without hesitation, id agree
but a fool endearing and true
a fool, like me to you :)
priceless.
having you in my mind,
having these kiddos, nicer, more attentive, more responsive today,
man...i feel blessed.
it's surreal, what i experienced today.
All the gd moments in class, seeing you and you try.
It doesnt matter if your answers are wrong right now,
just allow me time to help you get the answers right the next time.
For myself, for the classes i take, for Mr yello planning his career
Keep looking to the brighter side of life and never back away from trying! :)
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
