Wednesday, January 28, 2009 / 12:38 PM
the alarm sounded, breaking the silence of the morning. She peered outside, to the chilly dark sky. Groaning inwardly, she rolled off the bed and fumbled towards her clothes, which she had laid the night before.
gone is another festive period. 2 days, 4 days, passed in a twinkle of an eye. It feels as though i have yet to slow my pace and enjoy the holiday air. Getting up at 610 this morning was a rude shock to a body which has been lazing into the bright hours of the glorious morning sun.
stealing some time away from work, tearing those fingers away from the signature red pen i've been gripping onto, to entangle this mess of thoughts i've been harbouring the past few days.
Cant say that this has not been a better year, wouldnt justify the thread of positivity running through my veins from time to time. Definitely cant say it's stress free either--i think i derive confidence from the love god shows when i attempt to do what ive been tasked to do. 2009 started off with such a bang, i just wonder, from time to time, if i can sustain the adrenaline and 'high' for my friends, students, work and loved ones.
i teach the sec 3s, that our government is forward looking. Anticipating future changes/ challenges. I guess i've become more like that too. Looking to a welcoming weekend ahead :) indulging in tanning and dozing off by the pool...i hope. miss that late afternoon with that fabulous sis of mine last sat.
i look forward to better days with my sec 3s and building friendships with the toughnuts
i look forward to seeing projects materialize
i look forward to scuba this yr with fat boy-slim (slimmer)
i look forward to dancing and being gd enough to be on stage again
i look forward to wearing my pretty new clothes and heels and feeling awesome in them
i look forward to becoming someone better, someone id respect and love more
i look forward to seeing clear skies and the eye-feast of stars hung up high
i look forward to watching drama serials again, to recharge and escape into another world.
i look forward to laughing and chatting with the gurlies i love best, and am mosgt comfy with
i look forward to more positive people, thoughts, and actions
i look forward, because i want to make my tomorrows better than today.
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
