Monday, December 01, 2008 / 10:21 AM
it becomes a consolation when world matters consume me. for a second.
fear, terror, sympathy, can only last so long and matter so much.
my problems can be cast a gazillion lightyears away, in the face of unrest, chaos and danger unleashed in other countries.
safe here. loved here.
a lie which i do not want to be a part of, though you make me.
why do you do what your father did, to your very own?
how can you walk and live the lies, and expect to be respected
when i look into your eyes, i fail to see
_ _ _, that used to be
i cringe away from your touch
i run away from your love
i thought of breaking it to you the gentle way.
"i know, and i wish you'd stop it"
but i lack the guts to do so, to say so, to confront you honestly, brutally
so long in so many years.
you leave me speechless. helpless in what i should, can, or must do.
for that,
i really hate you.
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
