Friday, October 31, 2008 / 9:52 AM
i heave a sigh to the close of another week. Funny how weekends don't seem to count anymore as days.
It's been a short, rushed journey of self discovery..amid the anxiety and bundles of nerves, it's been a consolance, finding trickles of satisfaction with what i'm doing. once or twice, the determined michelle stands up to the new and unfamiliar to say, "Bring it on!" Lil Stacie ever so often assures me, comforting, though, possibly biased she may be.
but the emotional life is swinging. I don't quite like this sense of void and dissatisfaction that creeps up when i don't expect. i don't like looking forward to days with chirpiness and high expectations, only to be doused and influenced by your boredom and unenthusiasm. Hate it when frequencies don't match. Such a spoiler really.
so for now, il just bury myself in the responsibilities of work. Play, you can stay aside for awhile. :(
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
