Monday, September 29, 2008 / 9:01 AM
The past two weeks have been incredible. Noticing more of his lil gestures, how he would look longer into my face, and how he'd read my feelings and thoughts. Like Edward, the lastest fictional character in my life. *Junsu aint fictional, and he's eternal. Latest, don't quite cut it. :P*
It's amazing how things change over time. Hearts grow fonder, flaring tempers cool off. The tug of war, over understanding, compromising and accepting, isnt all so pleasant nor peaceful.
Quite nostalgic raking up stories of 2007 and 2006. Another year has rolled us by, since you came home, since we first spoke, after a longgg time...Painful moments, anger, doubt and mistrust. Insecurity, betrayal, hate. Patience, gratitude, forgiveness. It's a painting of emotions on a rough edged canvas. Every day that passes contains lil memories of you and i. Progress in our work, dance, music, friends, families, dreams and hopes, future. We've walked just another year, dear.
all i can say is, it's getting sweeter, like a cosy walk in autumn New York. Or should i say, spring in Japan? :O)
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
