Wednesday, April 30, 2008 / 9:31 AM
in a dilemma over what to do
either choice i make, i fear what i might lose
my pride at stake, but you are more important
yet if i gulp the fears away, what would i await?
finally the toy i've wanted forever, yet now, im told to share
reluctant i would be, yet for you, i might just have to care
i gave up once before, in hopelessness, and grieve
but it came back to me, willing, decided
can i trust what's in my hands,
even with my fingers unfurled
can i trust my heart to love
even when i've let you go
it's my daily struggle, at the back of my head
can i sustain or lose my battle
there's the part i cant negate
So much i need to free
from the back of my mind
wandering in my mind,
caught between whiffs of thoughts that form walls which stops me in my tracks
paused
the thoughts stop awhile
just to weave again
but the bell alerts, as i tear my gaze away,
from the screen where some thoughts are being laid
reality calls, this time, to my relief
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
