Thursday, January 17, 2008 / 1:52 AM
Like a date...just jem and chelle..dressed up, after school 
My midweek was a real sweet one. And i can only thank him for it..Wait. Thank HIM, rather. for the classes i met today and the lil pourings of satisfaction i derive from lil things like holding their attention. of course i thank the lord for you too, because you were sweet enough to fetch me from school, bring me out shopping...and like we both agreed, it felt like a date.
From having to pick out what to wear, to taking turns at treating-you paying for movies and i treating you to waraku. In a big way, i thank god for cancelling that movie. :) so we had more time to wander, you had time to get a piercing. (which i think makes you look like a complete player, but a cute one at that *hee)
Looking back, im thankful that it didnt rain tonight. Instead, under another clear velvet night sky, sprinkled with stars, we were able to chill at the roof terrace at the esplanade. The chatter and teasing, so typical of us, but i really treasure the moments where we talked, about us, about me, my work, your inputs about what i could be, how i could improve. Chatter about you, your silliness, our bitchiness. How our chatter brought us back to the past, and stirred in us the want to appreciate the present even more. and right at this very juncture, where ure snoring so gently, barely a metre away, i relish the present, where im yours and you're mine. Where we both smile at the thought of each other, and feel happy that we are in love. Im falling slowly, but surely in love, with that smile of yours, the tight hug you offer, the promises and certainty you're giving..and right now, i just wanna indulge in this warmth n love.
So many happy scenes, playing in my head, back and forth, keeping me rocking on..just you and me, under the stars, holding hands, occasional banter and mindless chatter. Sometimes, i keep quiet and let my mind wander. Or simply look at you and just smile...contented with what i have now...and refusing to think further more than the present.
Thanks dearest for going places with me tonight, for minding me when im tired and whiny. Thank you for being patient about my other sides, off moments, and always ready to reassure me..
i hope i can keep you...or should i hope?
TGIF
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
