Tuesday, January 22, 2008 / 5:26 PM
so you found this scroll of thoughts, my thoughts.
the ones only my closest can pop by and see
so you saw the pictures and now have painted images of me
i don't know if you've begun judging, begun measuring the person you think i am
im just being honest here, im your teacher, but im just michelle here. (the one who walks sweet and talks funny according to some.
Lessons with you alwaz resemble a mini turmoil, mini people with big voices, big lungs, big dreams. :) you have bigs shirts and mini skirts too sum of you :P
but enuff about you...it's been a long day at school. i just want to be chelle now, preparing lessons for you munchkins, but enjoying the company of my lappie, blogspot and music.
My tues of another week. But it'll be one il remember and keep.
it's your blog i read, labelled Jan 21st
the one that made this grin stretch from ear to ear
you are one martian i cant understand sometimes, and the martian people may not like
i, alright we, have been through rounds of disapproval, still under scrutiny and doubt
rollercoaster rides, years of being liminal, uncertain.
honestly. sometimes i cant quite figure what keeps us hanging here. now. not apart yet.
i guess im nt too bothered getting the ABCs of our r/s,
just keeping my head in prayer, my smile intact, my mind clear of green sludge
you jap wanna be, Mr Yello, fatty, gorgeous,martian all in one.
you the one who creeps ever so silently, subtley into my mind,
out of nowhere, without warning, whose goofy grin appears in mid sentence,
aishiteru, and unlike you i cant write that YET.
AISHITERU, but like you, i mean every word i said.
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
