Sunday, November 18, 2007 / 12:20 AM
counting my lil blessings this late night
watching the one i love work in full sight
his scribble, his frown, his occasional turn around
the music, the sounds, in his room surrounds
this is cliche, but still so true
my dearest now, was the best friend i knew
from a long time before, we became friends to start
enjoying the long hours of tution over the phone, breakfast at macs and even groccery shopping at the mart
these memories etched so deep in my head,
i wonder if this is the plan which god has laid
the circles and hurt, we've both been through
the pain, the lies, the christmas blues
i never want to relive those days,
when the both of us have come such a long way
let dec 25th be a new start
let every 25th be a lingering sweet day in our hearts
let me be greedy and pray that i get to keep you
close to me this way, always honest always true
iv a past, not that im proud of,
issues, not alwaz solved.
flaws you might have overlooked
like the fact crybaby, or that i cant cook :)
but truth is jem, you've had my heart,
whether we were together or the times we were apart
that this heart of mine, iv placed in your hands
cuz for now, and i hope, a long time to come,
you have this heart and the promises iv made
i will alwaz hold my head up just like you said
keep afloat, smile, grin, cuz of thoughts of you
especially wen i knoe you dun have a clue
and now i gotta go
if i do want that massage so
so il grin again, at your unknowing face
and count my blessings again quietly this time in my heart