Friday, July 20, 2007 / 7:32 PM

yesterday was a hardened heart and a hardened smile, but a crane, a note, an sms, a phonecall, and a funny man behind the starbucks counter chased the bad thoughts away.....

even in tears behind the cubicle, work prodes at me to go on..and its true, no sadness lingers too long unless u will it to....so thank god for many other happy moments to make one upset moment look negligible.

Today, they wrote their reflections. I was glad to see some writing seriously...For others, well...the usual. I don't know how honest they were, but when i read through each one, the whole confusion just began all over again. Its true, some babies read my blog, and im not about to hide my thoughts. Perhaps one day, they will understand and see the pain they can cause, the agony they can bring.

You may be one person outta so many, but evry word from your one heart or one mind, can hurt, can cut and injure another's pride, can shorten another's patience. If you overlook other's faults, the way others overlook yours, then maybe one more person in the world will be happier. If you credit people more for the good they did, than complain about the bad they do, then won't evryone look more beautiful through these less critical, more giving eyes?

We all learn and one day i know you all will learn too, learn to look back and laugh about your petty doings, learn to laugh at the silly scuffles you used to get into. But today, even for just one split second, your actions, which you've yet to laugh at and learn from, might already have caused some damage.

Many a times, people, yes even me, fail to realize that alot of things in life doesnt have a second chance. We fail to look ahead and see that our actions have consequences whether we like it or not. Even i have to stop thinking that i dun hafta think just cuz i dun like to. I need to think so that i wun regret on decisions i make. This can be applied to many things, like relationships, like in choosing to let anger get the better of me. Dun give yourself room and space to regret sumthing evryday when you reflect on the day's happenings. Start working at how not to do things you might regret and you'll grow gradually to become more aware of urself, ur thots and more importantly, the way you treat people around you.

You are all angels, and i dun even have to dig deep down inside....juz thru your eyes, i know that no one ever intended to cause harm or hurt. thats essentially what keeps me going in this job....the knowing that my clients-you all, are not malicious, unlike the people i may face in the other working world.

Meanwhile, im back to enjoying the breathtaking skyline in Sengkang which hasnt been broken by the ugly concrete. and enjoying my cuppa, and enjoying dong bang shin ki in my ears....while i mark.......hahah...

Friday, July 20, 2007 / 7:32 PM

The Girl Inside

Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.

Break The Silence

SOULMATES ON THIS JOURNEY

Never Forget Your Thank Yous

Memories