.tracing her footsteps::tread gently where she steps.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 / 9:17 PM

phew....rush rush rush....i tried my best guys...been staring at the screen non stop the past few days, hopefully..all will go well...

i know its come to the end for many of the trainees, congrats to those who did well fer practicum! You are survivors! haha a sense of nostalgia washes over me as pammie reminds me that just a few months ago, practicum had seemed a long time away, and now...we are all nearing the end....the light at the end of the tunnel and i hope it hasnt been too dark a journey...

well, miss lin aint too done with her observations...so a lil fear still sparkles inside me...occassionally, my butterflies will still flutter inside my tummy when i think back on the bad obs iv had...cant help it...whether or not an ob went well...truth is, we alwaz gave our best, our time, our efforts...sometimes however, i think the energy spent on worrying far exceeds that of work preparation...but for all the good obs...im glad the hard work paid off...i know my CTs have been kind, generous and frank with advice, solutions, offering their help, taking their time off to answer to my doubts, clear my fears, predict my future (haha dun u think teachers do that, they foresee your lesson by merely looking at the 2 pg lesson plan, amazing).Im very grateful....especially since zhss is shorthanded in the history department and everyone has been very forthcoming in offering their help...谢谢！

Through it all, im really grateful to my NIE sup, Mr Sim.....for being so cool and relaxed with me...for being so spot on in advising me...for giving me no stress at all even during observations...for alwaz watching my back, and making sure that my welfare has been taken care of..yesh..i do feel taken care of...very much indeed..

hmmm...thotful mode today..think cuz alot has rushed past me the past few days...been evaluating the effectiveness of my teaching and all...they say that your friends are your best reflections...sometimes, i think because my frenz are so great in what they do...i c more flaws in myself...but we are all here to share ideas, remind each other..counsel and advise each other....

anyway....LISTEN UP! its one week to exams and ms lin is freaking out!!!!!!! ahhhh....scary thots flood me...honestly, let me indulge and let out all the anxiety....IF THEY FAIL!! IT'LL BE ALL MY FAULT!! nooooooooooooooooo....NIGHTMARE......I DUN WANNA SCREW UP THEIR LIVES.......

ok.....ok....getting back the grip....regaining my composure...haha in pammies words...我是偶像不能失态！hilarious...

my princesses keep me going, makes me happy...dbsk sings their songs, reaching out to me in so many ways...the ballads when i need a comforting voice...happy tunes to perk up my energy, esp in the morns...

its been gd...god's been kind...so has my loved ones, my frenz, the ones i call in distress...the ones i call, and not mention anything, but will understd how im feeling...

anyway...had a gd lil laff in class today..congrats to happy twosomes! hahah make sure u study gd together too! still got more papers coming...gambatte!

FIGHTING!

The Girl Inside

Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."

Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.

~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009

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