Friday, August 04, 2006 / 1:41 AM
hahah my 1st pax de deux picture...ballet style..
jamal last day teaching us..hez a real diva teacher, with mood swings and all, bt he fails to inspire as a dancer...alwaz an eyeopener to watch him demonstrate, a big guy like him, fleeting across the floor with ease and grace...such are the dancers dat have inspired me as i was growing up as a ballerina...thanx jamal...jeffrey too teaching me as a lil ginger in my 1st nutcracker...all the nostalgia..
been fiddling around with my new toy alot...dadie complained dat my photography skills sucked....cuz images very blur..hmmmph...fine...so i din inherit his photography genes....anyway...been bz the past few days, taking pride in finishing my history assignment, being dat gal with no life, rushing frm lessons, to library den to dance...ms routine, ms taxi...iv heard it all this week...bt yup to all who wunder y on earth im still at this, dancing evry other day...my ans is, ive survived my entire life like dat, thru As, thru uni, wads another yr in nie...so yesh, pls cheer me on, help mi out wen im blur i sch...ahahah dats like all the time...thru all this, i still gt friendly reminders frm the one above that hez right here with me...like i was juz asking a fellow teacher fren whether il make new frenz in nie, esp sonce im hanging out mostly with my previous history mates, bt the nex day, i made a new fren cuz hes in my service learning team, my english content upgrading and today i found out, we r in the same class fer ed psych too! hahah...so its nice, having a familiar new face to talk too...yup especially since we haf a common love in food...so thank god fer a new frenz, and old frenz like cheese!!! met that lil stupid gal in the canteen!! and immediately, i couldnt stop smiling...she has dat effect on ppl...love her to bits!! hahah swaggering in her hip hop clothes in nie...and she shared that she returned to church..seemed to b another patient attempt at gtting me back into a more active spiritual life..il bear that in mind fer now...dance pracs sucked today...my fault, which felt worse...cuz i fergt steps fer idils and felt that i wasted evryone's time...felt that familiar sense of disapptment with myself wen i fail to perform my best...arrrgh..its frustrating...and its no one's fault bt mine...now muz really keep mugging candy, idilz, patz and sing's steps...lindy tonight was gd tho....swing fling worked its magic on me...with nice songs dat i danced with marcus, had gd leads like zihan and this guy frm ntu whose name i hvnt figured out...sean wasnt feeling too gd..bt think both of us managed to come out of the studio happier ppl tonight so thank god fer that...i dun wanna lose my dance energy..my resolution is to be able to makjor multi task frm now till grad show is done..den il gif myself a gd break..still dance bt nt so much i gues...gambatte to me..and all involved in many dances this timr ard..like eugene with blast and nra, candy with blast and ensemble..taufik..and to all the buggies....muz work hard and put up a gd show yah!!! can one!!!
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009
