.tracing her footsteps::tread gently where she steps.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 / 2:43 AM
haha today is juz funny...bt definitely sumthing to rem...haha first time i heard xuan curse...NA B** HAHAH..12.30am at kopitiam plaza by the park...wahhh soooooo terribly rare!!! haha and she drank green curry thru her straw..and came up with a conclusion dat green curry and winter melon tea made green tea!! i mean geniuses are reduced to nutting wen they r high or in her words, TIRED...cmon xuan, we all were tired..bt no crazie formulae created in the process..ure truly one of a kind!! hahah..anyway been limping the whole night..cuz my knee is officially pissed at me fer nt taking gd care of it..it hurts to even gt into the cab juz nw..darn...
blast performance "SHUT UP AND DANCE" is all ready? and raring to go?!! actually in my heart it sure is!!! hahah, bt i noe the choreographers would beg to differ..hahah bt really, i wanna say this to idil, xiao and candy maki bon bon: "i LOVE your Choreo!!!!" thanx fer asking me to b in it, fer teaching me, fer correcting me, fer fitting my time schedule, fer putting in soooooo much effort to come up with sumthing so YOU so clean, and so gd to b in!! i love it to bits!!! will make sure no mistakes, and haf loads of fun on stage!!!
its gonna be a real exciting week ahead, almost fergtting iv gt an eng assignment due and all...shucks...fer awhile, wish i werent studying...bt well...at least sumthing is keeping me on my toes!! bt felt a tad out today...even tho it was familiar company..felt that similar estrangement as with the brains in history hons class...hmmm dat familiar, michelle is such a dumbo feeling...ah well..nt entirely inaccurate...
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 / 2:20 PM
Shinhwa - Angel
mannnn...came across this..they r coming to spore!! bt im performing dat night!! NT at their concert!! shucks!!...bt well..BLAST! concert will be Great 2!!! so guys come watch yea!!
Monday, August 28, 2006 / 11:32 PM
李圣杰_-_最近 Li Sheng Jie_-_REcentLy
another nice song nt in my ipod yet..hint hint to my frenz out there..:)
Sunday, August 27, 2006 / 3:18 AM
cute handsome prince in my studio...mr shea.. hip hop princesses?? hahah far frm that..more like as7 lup sup queens ahhhh dere u haf my lil prince..love the shirt he has, so brutally honest abt his interests
Full House OST- Chuh Eum Geu Ja Ri Eh
full house songs dat i dun haf on my ipod yet..so consolation is to haf it on the blog right
i think i love you
having my girly moments nw..hahah simple love mood best descibed by caleb's item..hahah..dat sweet innocent love..
OST Full House
one of my fav korean serials...humour romance and a happy ending...
Dong Bang Shin Ki - I Believe
my dardar's fav..of coz muz blog!!heehee fer him to PUT IN EFFORT TO READ MY BLOG!! HEARD DAT MR SHAUN PLUSHIE FAT NG!!!
張智成 (Z. Chen) - 痊癒 (Healed) mv
my buddyz fav of the moment..haha so juz fer him lah!
Thursday, August 24, 2006 / 4:46 PM
had a very interesting weekend to start this week..famous five with stylo milo peiling were out enjoying classy dinner at Tien Court...heehee ended up having this personality thing like which perfume, brand, party dress best described us..hahah and i was a miu miu bag!! such a fun night...savouring the gd moments of the week..hahah kevin would noe..iv learnt how to upload songs into my ipod!! yeahhh dun need to depend on my lil sis le...bt still need more songs lah..if nt 4 gb fer what! haha bt yah..since not enuff of the gd songs i love, i turn to youtube fer videos to put on my blog lah!! haha..
anyway..juz thinking back on the week..in much happier shape den i started...its been slpy, soppy and there were wretched moments but its alwaz thru the worst times dat you c the angels around you..i saw mine..in NIE--that xiao on swimmer and cook who alwaz gently wakes me up wen i doze of...and in dance..you noe who you r lah...listen to me cry, whine, eat with me, laff at me...i really appreciate it all..
anyway, gt special dedication to mr lee and chubby choong...sorrie fer neglecting you guys in anyway..dun mean to, juz rem dat in my bz, low tech life, u guys will alwaz hold an impt role cuz its you guess dat noes me, reads me and holds my secrets and thots...sum more than others...okie..hugz..
Will Liu & Evonne Hsu - Xin Dong Xin Tong
ahhh i noe which dear buddy of mine will share this love with me...its a very nice song...rem what we said abt singing it in ktv!
sad tango
it was my fav song fer a long time...admit it..he may nt be the best looking..bt his bod, his dance...definitely worth the attention
dbsg - rising sun
pretty korean boys...great dancers...hip song..wad more can i ask for..of course muz blog!! special dedication to berd who can sing this in korean in KBOX! SHE ROX!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 / 11:40 AM
check out the spread!!! gawddddd......all done by this macho man in yellow with panda marks!!!! haha im glad to haf him ard in sch...cuz hez in almost all my classes...thank god fer him... yummy yummy yummy....ehh dude...i noe u still swimming..bt im super hungry in the comp lab...lunch leh!!
allison & ivan's last dance together
gawwwd my absolute favourite song of the moment!!! nt to mention they pieced it all so well....okie...xiao i love your choreo too dun worrie!! glad to be dancing with u!
News Broadcast Project 2006 (Part 2)
another piece of creativity and ingenuity...
News Broadcast Project 2006 (Part1)
the chong boonites whom im very proud of!! guys i wish i was there to watch u all in action!!!
News Broadcast Project 2006 (Part 3)
the oscar winning team!!!
Friday, August 18, 2006 / 1:03 PM
i cant believe that the only time i have access to my comp is when i actually have breaks in between periods in school..its true dearies...believe me, im nt juz being lazy...its juz that i reach home only at 12 plus evrynight...and using the comp is juz impossible with sch the nex morning....
whining aside, the past week really juz flew by me...the whirl of dance rehearsals, cab rides rushing from nie to nus, nus to millennia walk, dancing at as7, no, raffles hall, no ucc...getting my history work churned out, skipping classes to costume shop..gawd..the mse fom CLICK keeps coming back to me..at the end of it all, what have i gained? all that personal pursuit in dance, at the same time, putting my family and god second place..im juz playing on God's kindness hvnt i..i alwaz say, after my grad show, den il go fer mass with my family agn and all, but what if sumthings juz cannot wait...what if time with grandma or any1 of my family members was in reality running out? would i still be alwaz be busy at dance??
hmmm questions and more questions...but sadly knowing full well that little is going to change..except i juz gotta call them more, sms them more, be nicer to them when i talk to them...sayang nicole when shez slping, update them abt what im doing..how im spending my salary...dadie makes sure he gts himself updated in dat dept...God has been a sweetheart, still reaching out to a wretched fool like me, unworthy, lazy...increasingly detached...i mean i c him in jennifer, who out of the blue reminded me abt assumption mass, in jas who alwaz reminds me to say grace, in keevin..juz the sheer saintly sight of his companionship....n mummy who tirelessly remind me week after week to attend mass....well i did attend mass, assumption mass at good shepard on tues, midway thru costume shopping..and i muz say hearing mummyz giggle over the phone, "haha ya i noe i can c ur halo already", was truly gratifying...
hmmm my dance schedules are more packed than school...bt it kinda reminds me y i wun b a professional dancer...i mean monday felt like what a usual day for pros will be like: 1-3 with fen at JB, 4-8 with candy and idil at NUS, and another cab back to JB to meet peter for his lyrical prac at 8.30...............tues morn 8am with jiexiao, then after school went back to nus agn and cont rehearsals...i mean no wunder y my knees have been feeling knobbly....and one thing im truly sorry and dats to my choreographers for never fully remembering ur choreos...which i love, bt have difficulty stuffing into my brain.......sorrri...it sux especially wen i noe that ppl i respect haf expectations of me...more so, i have expectations of myself as a dancer..especially wen its an area of my life that i haf total and sole contriol over, i determine hw gd my dance would b, its really abt hw hard i wanna work...n recently, my performance juz hasnt been up to mark....sighs...but i absolutely love candy idil and xiaoz choreo!!! thanx guys, im soooo glad im in ur items cuz they are so well thot of...gd choreo, gd frenz, gd music is all the motivation i need to perfect my steps...thanx fer al ur patience...
i miss the chong boonites...and the surprises they bring evryday...soaking in a teacher envt is gd, but i feel like im learning more syllabus than how to deal with the students...anyway, i hope they are all doing well, and that the class has gotten back its usual harmony yea...
i feel lk a sponge less...less grumpy these days, but still eating even tho i wanna lose weight...cant curb my cravings...food is evilll bt alllll sooooo gd.........
today feels like overnight raspeberry cheesecake- nice flavour still bt a lil hard from the refridgeration..ohhhhhohhh talking about cheesecakes....flava of the mth: ben and jerryz: MARSHA MARSHA MARSHMELLOW icecream is da bomb!!!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 / 1:31 PM
din haf my usual cheery start to the day even though i managed to slp in..sighz..hate this feeling tho..anyway, glad im in sch, at least gt distractions and dance later so alwaz sumthing to perk me up..but juz upset with myself, with dadie..a lil with shaun..
well shldnt complain too much cuz my weekend was packed bt went well...enjoyed myself at bugz...loved the lyrical piece and the song bless the broken road..hip hop and candyz prac on sunday was da bomb too!! i love her choreo and teh company in patz class...alwaz sumthing to smile and look ferward to..btw, go watch CLICK and TOKYO DRIFT!! beautiful ppl..like kate beckinsale and hot japanese bods and chio cars in the latter..2 hits in a weekend, wad more can i ask fer...coupled with gd company and yummy snacks--subway cookies!! my pax de deux with fen started le...iv gotten learn how to emote more man..hez a great partner, but haha gotta look at him lovingly, stroke his face...hahaha sooooo not used to it...pooor dude had to keep lifting me during prac...hahah well i offered to pay fer his massages...sorrrie ah hock...i dun mean to kill ur other shoulder...
chatted with zf ystdae on msn...he was sick, bt was excited abt performing with his new stix..hope tmr goes well fer him too..i think il go down to watch ba, alwaz proud to c those kids in action..gambatte ppl...anyway shall stop ranting and gt a headstart to my history assignment...
today feels like a sponge, dry and pokey...wishing fer sum rain to feel more comfortable
Friday, August 04, 2006 / 1:41 AM
hahah my 1st pax de deux picture...ballet style.. jamal last day teaching us..hez a real diva teacher, with mood swings and all, bt he fails to inspire as a dancer...alwaz an eyeopener to watch him demonstrate, a big guy like him, fleeting across the floor with ease and grace...such are the dancers dat have inspired me as i was growing up as a ballerina...thanx jamal...jeffrey too teaching me as a lil ginger in my 1st nutcracker...all the nostalgia.. been fiddling around with my new toy alot...dadie complained dat my photography skills sucked....cuz images very blur..hmmmph...fine...so i din inherit his photography genes....anyway...been bz the past few days, taking pride in finishing my history assignment, being dat gal with no life, rushing frm lessons, to library den to dance...ms routine, ms taxi...iv heard it all this week...bt yup to all who wunder y on earth im still at this, dancing evry other day...my ans is, ive survived my entire life like dat, thru As, thru uni, wads another yr in nie...so yesh, pls cheer me on, help mi out wen im blur i sch...ahahah dats like all the time...
thru all this, i still gt friendly reminders frm the one above that hez right here with me...like i was juz asking a fellow teacher fren whether il make new frenz in nie, esp sonce im hanging out mostly with my previous history mates, bt the nex day, i made a new fren cuz hes in my service learning team, my english content upgrading and today i found out, we r in the same class fer ed psych too! hahah...so its nice, having a familiar new face to talk too...yup especially since we haf a common love in food...so thank god fer a new frenz, and old frenz like cheese!!! met that lil stupid gal in the canteen!! and immediately, i couldnt stop smiling...she has dat effect on ppl...love her to bits!! hahah swaggering in her hip hop clothes in nie...and she shared that she returned to church..seemed to b another patient attempt at gtting me back into a more active spiritual life..il bear that in mind fer now...
dance pracs sucked today...my fault, which felt worse...cuz i fergt steps fer idils and felt that i wasted evryone's time...felt that familiar sense of disapptment with myself wen i fail to perform my best...arrrgh..its frustrating...and its no one's fault bt mine...now muz really keep mugging candy, idilz, patz and sing's steps...lindy tonight was gd tho....swing fling worked its magic on me...with nice songs dat i danced with marcus, had gd leads like zihan and this guy frm ntu whose name i hvnt figured out...sean wasnt feeling too gd..bt think both of us managed to come out of the studio happier ppl tonight so thank god fer that...
i dun wanna lose my dance energy..my resolution is to be able to makjor multi task frm now till grad show is done..den il gif myself a gd break..still dance bt nt so much i gues...gambatte to me..and all involved in many dances this timr ard..like eugene with blast and nra, candy with blast and ensemble..taufik..and to all the buggies....muz work hard and put up a gd show yah!!! can one!!!
The Girl Inside
Michelle,
seeking the best in her, yet looking at her best days unfolding right before her at the same time.
contact her at: inspiremydance@hotmail.com
"It's not how hard you fall, but how hard you fight back."
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
~endless time in the studio
~more cuppa time with dearlings
~travel more places
~dressing up
~getting that diver's license by 2009